I hear ya. I don’t drink anymore either. Haven’t in 4 years, and it’s just cause I don’t feel like doing it anymore… I stopped getting invites to the pub or bar shortly after.
been without a drop for like 10 years, but I get suicidal when I drink because I’m suicidal sober. I also had guys get all upons without a lot of consent. I have a lot of issues, control is nice for me, I have a.d.d. so not a big deal. I’m fun.